Showing posts with label Pregnant. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pregnant. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Could it be?

For the last several days... I've that weird feeling that I'm "with child". I was only one day late yesterday (which isn't terribly uncommon) but I just kept getting the feeling that I should go and buy a pregnancy test. I told Trent on Sunday that I thought I was going to have a baby. He assured me that it was all in my head... and I was not. I resisted the urge to stop at the store on Monday... even though I really wanted to. I guess I mostly didn't want to get my hopes up to much. I thought I would be disappointed if the test came back negative. With that in mind, I decided to wait a little longer where I thought the probability of me actually being pregnant would be a little better (I don't know where the logic was in that thought).

After work today, I just couldn't take it anymore. I went to the local Wal Mart to pick up a test. I just had to know... one way or the other. No more waiting in anticipation for me. When I got into my car, I ripped the package open, pulled out the instructions, and starting reading them. I hurried home, took the test... and within seconds, this is what it showed:


I had to take a few "double takes" and re-read the instructions to make sure I was interpreting the result correctly. No wonder companies now make tests that "pregnant" or "not pregnant". In the middle of the moment, I think it's easy to confuse yourself. Once I realized I was likely reading it correctly, I was so excited, I didn't even know what to do. I started jumping around my bedroom like a little kid on Christmas day. I had tears fill my eyes. It probably sounds super cheesy... I was just really happy. My whole life, all I've ever wanted to be was a mom... and now, I'm on the path to fulfilling that dream.